| so....i havent touched xanga since over a year ago...but..i guess i'm back to vent! haha
i am about to be a senior in college and i still dont know what i want to do with my life. i have talked to many of my friends that were in the same boat as me a couple years ago, and by this time they've figured out their passion...yet i still havent..
i am really proud of those that are successfully becoming one step closer to what they want to be/do and for finding out their passion just in time..
i guess i've figured i kinda dont want to be an actuary, just because i want to have a life and not have to study all the freakin time. although, i need a financially stable job and do something that will make my parents happy.
i wish i just knew what career i could work towards that would make me happy...
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| so...college really sucks. upper division courses are so freakin hard.
i'm pretty sure i'm failing all of my classes except for Chinese. i
hate having to make the decision to switch majors or not...but i'm
pretty sure i'm not cut out to be an actuary. what should i do?!? i
hate that there's so little time to make these important decisions that
can change your whole life/goal around! i thought God wanted me to work
on being an actuary, especially since i so luckily got offered an
internship for the summer after applying and interviewing with so many companies...but now i'm rethinking it cuz i'm failing
all my classes! 
agggggghhhhhhhh i hate decisions. i hate changes. i hate school. i now
have no life because of school....yet..i'm still failing. how fun.
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| i think college will be the most depressing yet most learned stage of my life.
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| i hate being the third wheel.
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| God is so great! 
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